What God secretly sows in our hearts

We would like to feel that we're making progress, improving and advancing, and sometimes we do see it: we're aware that God has untied a knot, as he did for Therese that Christmas. But very often we don't feel anything. Yet God is still acting and one day we will see the fruits. Like the seed the Gospel speaks of, a tiny little gran of mustard seed, God has secretly sown something in our hearts; then, whether we wake or sleep, the seed grows, bears fruit and becomes like a tree in which the birds of the sky can find refuge.* These are the fruits of the secret working of grace for our benefit and our neighbors'; they grow by themselves, so to speak, and we end up seeing how the poor lost birds of today's world find consolation, hope, encouragement, acceptance, and tenderness with us.

So the underlying issue, in the human and spiritual life, is to discover (and practice) the inner attitudes, the dispositions of heart, that make us permeable to God's grace and attract it unfailingly: small and poor, yet attracting God's grace in an absolutely certain way. Not because anyone can manipulate God. If anyone can't be manipulated, it's God. But he is faithful and he loves us, and so we can find absolutely unfailing ways of attracting his grace.

Jacques Phillipe, The Way of Trust and Love: A Retreat Guided by St. Therese of Lisieux

* See the parables about the mysterious growth of the Kingdom, cf. Matthew 4:31-33 and Mark 4:26-29.